I WAS MOLESTED TODAY.
hahas...
cant say who.
but simply, molested.
hais.

today was sian.
except for music...
GUITAR!!
fun fun fun.
nothing but FUN!!
hahas...

cca.
slack.
TT

now damn bored.
hahas..

today got fire drill...
on the way back to class,
on the canteen corridor, nearer to field,
hong shen was standing in front of me
then suddenly someone pushed me from behind...
then i almost banged into hong shen.
i think it was jamina...
nvm.
then michelle pushed me three times...
until i fell...
i heard the guys walked past and said "WAH"
what so good to wah about.
wahlao.
TT lar.
my butt damn pain cans.
JAMINA AND MICHELLE. watch out.
TT

today...
is thurs !!
SFL..
body talk.
hais..
saw the video of pregnancy and abortion.
mich was scared to sit at the first row and she hide behind me.
then be4 the video start,
i told her "smth". then we both laughed.
hahas...
i really cant imagine.
the abortion video was plain GROSS n INHUMAN.
hais..

i found out something.
very scary.
but i decided to ignore it until it really happens.
dun worry for things that havent happened...
save my brain cells for other ISSUEs.
lols...

jiaxuan is __________'s property.
i am my parent's property.
so jiaxuan SHH!!

围墙

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略去忽略美丽的世界
不情不愿走在谁身边我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的世界某条路某条街
某首歌某截点某种熟悉的路径却刺眼不碰决不跨越
为自己留一些
安全界限谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉一转身才发觉
空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变原来是我
在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面某条路某条街
某首歌某截点某种熟悉的路径却刺眼不碰决不跨越
为自己留一些
安全界限谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉一转身才发觉
空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变原来是我
在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
--------------------------------------------
甜甜的

我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
还在回味你给过的温柔我轻轻的尝一口　
这香浓的诱惑　
我喜欢的样子你都有
你爱过头竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活
加一颗奶球我搅拌害羞
将甜度调高后再牵手
你的爱太多想随身带走　
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着被呵护的感受
却又担心降温了要求

我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜　
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
那些多余的画面全被跳过　
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口　
这香浓的诱惑　
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口　
份量虽然不多　
却将你的爱完全吸收
我微笑着让香味停留　
缘份走到这也赖着不走
像夹心饼干中间有甜头　
继续下去不需要理由
我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜　
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
那些多余的画面全被跳过　
你的眼中只有我我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口　
这香浓的诱惑　
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口　
份量虽然不多　
却将你的爱完全吸收
我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口　
这香浓的诱惑　
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口　
你说的爱我　
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口　
份量虽然不多　
却将你的爱完全吸收

1st day of school..
time table changed.
BLAHS.
lit again tomoro..
but luckily another 2 periods is on fri,
which is a HOLIDAY!!
lols.
hmm...
ohya.
i had recess duty today,
then the class went off to art room.
jamina go and write..
"siewhuey we are at art room hongshen"
i was laughing really loud when i saw that...
jam siao ler.
think of hongshen think too much.
go anywhere oso mus write his name then happy.
hahahas.
and kelv sim and tian shen cut botak today.
when they came,
we were having art lessons.
the whole class were like...
ohmygording.
but quite cute actually.. =))
got to know that we wont be able to change seats.
hais.
nvm.. tahan 10 more weeks can le. ^^

quite a few days never post liao.
sowwie TT
was watching yingye 3+1..
crazy show.
then umms..
today MUAHAHAHA.
im going to the library to find recipe for home ec.
i officially hate home ec liao.
so mafan.
DNT nicer lor.
nvm.
hope today dont rain,
then can go sunplaza park..
YES!!
finally can go ler.
hahas..

changed blogkin yar.
still prefer my tagboard to be orange...
=))
then there are two songs,
one eng another chi.
catered for people who only listens to chinese/english songs.
=))
you have press the play button [duhh]
i didnt set it to auto play.
i allow you guys to choose.
both are my favs.
=))

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YO PPL.
today started with parent teacher dialogue.
sent kerxi off to pahang from school.
then PTD was so tiring.
smth happened to jeremy papa,
which i dun wanna say it here.
then after everything ended,
went home prepare then go tmall.
go meet ben.
i bought the tix!!
hahas.
my mother look at ben.
then after my mum left,
ben said my mum look at him like he is a bad guy like that.
then he say he wanna meet my mum out someday and have lunch together,
to prove that he's not a bad guy.
LOLS.
then after movies went swinging, in remembrance of kerxi. xDD
jkjk.
after swinging went to void deck to have dinner,
then talk till around 9 plus then i send him to nearest bus stop for him to go home.
after that then i go back my aunties house,
chat with ws and jx.
=))
i told my mum what ben feels.
she laughed.
hahas.


to MIA:
i cant do anything anymore.
i have no choice but to forget my feelings for him.
i still like him.
i remembered CNY, me and him went to ethan's hse and walked home together.
there was once i went to ethan house a few weeks after CNY,
and i went home alone that night.
all the memories came flooding back.
i cried on my way home.
i still like him.
but there's nothing else i can do.
and i guess i know why he has been ignoring me.
maybe its becos we still like each other,
but we CANNOT like each other.
that should be the main reason.
i was very sad for the period of time when he was ignoring me.
but i CANNOT be sad.
life has to go on.
i cannot do anything to do the situation.
it is not about him worth or not worth my waiting.
but for now,
studies comes first.
both of us need to really focus on our studies,
rather than getting sad about bgr porblems.
we are both trying very hard to adjust to the new friendship, i know.
but NO CHOICE.
blame it on the fact that im just too young.
i believe in miracles,
but miracles dont befall me.
CONCLUSION: we are still friends.



To have loved and lost, is better than never than never be loved at all.
Three words to sum up everything in life: IT GOES ON...
this are the things i learned in the movie.

konnichiwa!!
guess i have to learn to LET GO.
and be MORE happy and MORE crazy.
heard that the pahang trip takes 10 hrs.
poor michelle, yuyu and kerxi have to suffer from the bus ride.
last time i go malacca 6 hrs i cant tahan liao.
this time 10 hrs.
hahas..
but this time go with school i dunno what will happen la.
but, JYJY for the trip. =))

today was oh-kay.
nothing much actually.
except for maths [last period]
we have to shift our tables and chairs for the parent teacher dialogue tomoro.
then she TOOT.
she keep scolding us.
blah blah blah.
URGH.
nvm.

later going auntie de house slack.
finally got time to rest ler.
holiday liao.
YIPPEEE~~
=)
im no longer emo,
so people dun worry.
thanks to the holidays.

YO people.
today was SO dark.
science was a total slack. copycopycopy.
then ummm...
SFL.
the whole class were like OHMYGOD.
why?
cos wes-ley hongshen danny billy changed into formal clothings.
WES-LEY DAMN HANDSOME OKAYS.
yoyo michelle jam yuyu and i were like keep discussing about them..
LOLS!!
then my grp presentation sucks.
mdm sabariah was DISAPPOINTED.
so sorry.
then after school went mac with mich n yuyu.
after that rushed back to school for prefects meeting.
after the meeting went to find daddy with mummy and jiaxuan[sis] and jiayu.
crapcrapcrap till 315 then go home with jiaxuan n jiayu.

SO MUCH HOMEWORK.
tomoro last day of school still got test.
//URGHH\\

HOHOHO.
sians..
im stressed.
parents quarelling again.
it sucks man.

nobody understands how i feel T.T
i wan to cut but cannot cut...
HOW??

a thousand apologies to people who cares about me..
sorry x1000
i cut-ed.
near the wrist.
but not deep la.
is becos jamina say she wan borrow penknife from me.
she say she wanna cut.
then i fake fake cut my wrist twice.
then really kena.
got no blood la.
xDD
im considering to be emo again.
sms-ed him quite a few times ytd.
didnt even reply to one.
WHATS WRONG??
i dont even know what happened.
T.T
then he jus ignore me like that.


does miracles really exist?
even if it does,
i doesnt happen on me...

天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁。。。

YTD.
emo-ed for the whole day.
seems like nothing can cheer me up.
went to kerxi hse then go ethan house with her.
memories came flooding back on my way home.
remembered what happened during chinese new year.
tears fell, eventually.
i didnt want myself to seem so weak.
but then i cant hold my tears back anymore.
remembered how cheerful i used to be in the past.
but now?
im a lump of shit.
jus hope that,
i can stop crying over the same person over and over again;
i can be stronger.

and now, he talks to anybody, except me.
i think i should just give up.

I'm an ordinary 15 year old girl.
My name is Siew Huey.
Studies in East Spring.
My birthday is on 15 Nov 1994.
Lastly, hope you enjoy my blog,
And tag before you leave, thanks :D

Hoping for ...
. Good grades
. Stay happy
. Be stronger
. Appreciation Dinner!
. STOP self-praising
. More outings :D





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