miss chin is forever loved.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 8:09 PM
miss chin is forever loved.
miss chin is forever loved.
miss chin is forever loved.
all becos of that bitch!
so angry..
she cheated in the test..
yet she complained to her parents that she didnt.
her parents called the school and complained.
then today DM went to her class,
and asked the people who cheated to stand up.
she damn thick skinned sitting down there.
ASS.
so disgraced to have her in prefectorial board.
uhh..
she isnt guilty at all..
kah wei + siew huey = KAH HUEY. not.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:50 PM
i dont like kah wei.i dont love kah wei.we are just friends.so mich, jam, ker xi, jiayu stop saying kah huey.
jiayu and kerxi.. stop saying hong huey also.
i dont like anybody currently...
urghh.
people might misunderstand ohkkayyesss...?
so shut up and dont make me blush..
ms soh told us ghost stories today .. !!
woohoo ~~
and was told that miss chin gonna get sacked..
cos got ppl cheat in test..
means we gonna change geog teacher,
AGAIN.
pek cek okayyes.
can participate in world record liao..
2 months change 3 teachers,
now going to change again..
worst thing is cant understand their teachings.
ms chin at least can understand a bit lar..
but mrs low da best lorh.
damn miss her !!
today 2.4km
ran with dearest yoyo...
hahas.
we hold hand run some more.
xDD
18:29..
quite disappointed la.
but jiaxuan 15 plus..
but in the end she sick..
hais.
so pia for wat?
Monday, April 28, 2008 7:17 PM
argh..
gonna explode ler la.
know too much things today.
plus mugging.
NOOO..
drama. nvm.
arghhh..
dun have the motivation to study
TT ... !!
Sunday, April 27, 2008 7:09 PM
today..
woke up at 9.
` THANKS. for the morning call. <33
study. mug. study. mug.
till around 2..
go library photocopy notes with jiayu.
till around 4.
go shop n save by LOLLIPOP!!
cos edward wans.
hahas.
met him @ sunplaza.
saw "BIRDFLU" !!
didnt know he was a rock climber.
i met him last time at chingay..
only saw him once.
didnt expect to see him again..
he still recognises me.
=DD
he and his fren there...
then they keep climbing the swing de pole.
then his fren climb till my swing there.
kena my swing.
hit my hand... PAIN.
but now okay lers.
had fun today..
keep stepping edward shoe..
hahas.
xDD
after exam gonna go again.
woohooo~~~
Heart-Broken ?? just curious.
Saturday, April 26, 2008 4:50 PM
yesterday went to tampines mall..
with auntie and mum.
hahas.
actually go there just to de-stress.
but shun bian bought billabong pencil box.
$22.90 ex.. but hope its durable. ^^
at century square 3rd floor outside T.A.B
i was standing near the railing..
then suddenly got this lady..
think in her 8teens bah..
she looks very angry...
and threw her phone on the floor..
was shocked.
then she come stand beside me..
stare below then ran down the escalator.
she is fast.
30secs later i saw her at the ground floor,
chasing for something..
hopefully she can chase back what she wanted..
there was a VCD shop,
directly opposite to where i was standing..
they were telecasting CJ7.
yup... memories came back again.
but i know..
its time to let go ler..
its about 3 and a half months after the breakup.
and i still havent got over him yet.
so.. yar, its time.
saw a LOT of cute things in..
minitoons, precious thots and other shops beside.
ohmygod.
i thought i was gonna faint.
saw his handphone holder..
is eeyore de..
so damn cute.!!
its around $10.
hais..
cant bear to buy.
so exx..
mum said im gonna put braces.
at the ed of this year.
quite looking forward...
hahas.
but seems to be very pain.
exams in..
lemme count...
5 days' time.
really gotta study.
but have been ding revision past few days.
so ...
hope can do well..
as this determines if i can join C.A.
really hope can join.
^^ JIAYOU on studies !!
feel free to sms me if you are tired from studying.
Thursday, April 24, 2008 8:19 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:40 PM
getting stressed .
mid year exams coming..
this few days quite fun.
especially sunday..
went out with mich and yuyu.
saw a super shuai guy..
ohmy ohmy.
xDD
sounded desperate.
hahas...
gotta go study now.
BYES.
To a EC guy senior:
i am NOT a god.
MYEs are coming..
i have my own problems as well.
telling me UR probs doesnt help..
you think i can help you meh?
how i wish i could say
"this is none of my business. shut up. "
but this would hurt you.
im not gonna reply you anymore.
furthermore,
we are not even close frens.
Saturday, April 19, 2008 1:46 PM
ytd was speech day!!
hahas.
had fun la.
but stupid gastrics had to come and spoil.
if no gastrics i wud be immortal. xDD
breakfast didnt eat much didnt eat lunch and dinner.
xDD survive on drinks.
hahas.
was told that i wll be having impulse shirt with
"safety crew"
so cool.
hahas.
then jem said if i join lvl 1 then will have another one,
printed my name.
ohmy ohmy.
hahas.
xDD
then the performance got alot people gt injured.
angela burnt her face.
jiaxuan tio burnt.
edward got burnt on his hand.
jem burnt his throat.
hais..
but not so serious.
=))
after performance all gang on shi chang and jem, ken.
all pour water on them..
hahas..
fun fun.
see them ea pizza damn hungry.
TT
hahas..
ytd ben came back.
hahas.
spent the night with kerxi edward ben
at kerxi hse nearby playground.
star gazing.
but no star.
...
lols.
lots of homework.
and have to really buck up for exams liao.
after earth day have to really revise and study ler.
=))
hope people who got injured can recover ASAP.
angela dun worry.
gals got scars are sexy.
xDD
LEE - family
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 8:32 PM
thanks for all da support.
edward, ben, kenneth, mummy, kerxi, jamina.
only people who knows about it.
you guys, are my bunch of frens,
that i wont forget,
especially kerxi,
with me for around 2.5 years..
=))
today..
is a very tiring day.
went to school with swollen eyes.
cos i cried myself to sleep..
lees started from hongshen they all..
hahas.
corn-lee.
hongshen-lee.
yoyo-lee.
siew huey-lee.
jamina-lee.
michelle-lee.
danny-lee .
xDD
stayed back after school to help circus..
then 7 then go home..
shiok.
xDD
blasting music in my ear,
hope the loudness chase the fear.
longing for my happy soul,
went long ago without know.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 7:21 PM
maybe ...
maybe if i didnt exist in this world,
my parents would be happier.
my family would be happier.
my teachers would be happier.
my classmates would be happier.
everyone would be happier.maybe ...
maybe because im always the person at wrong.
thats why ...
thats why things always turn out wrong.
maybe ...
maybe i have some friends who dislike me.
maybe there are people who hate me,
as much as when they see me they will ignore me,
and take me as invincible.
maybe there are teachers,
who dislike me this much that when they come in to the class,
they will start scolding the whole class,
just because of me.
maybe there are some strangers,
they just dont like me,
even before they start talking to me.
maybe my parents also hate me,because im always the root cause of their fights.having a splitting headache right now.
cos my father slap me..
on the back of my head.
hais.
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦 那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回
Sunday, April 13, 2008 5:41 PM
2 more days..
will be 2 months breakup.
people keep telling me to forget him.
but it isnt like computer,
press delete then can finish deleting.
friday..
was very sorry.
apologies to people who cared for me.
e.g. ben, edward, kenneth, jamina, daddy & mummy others much more to list.
but most of all,
sorry to ws.
had actually wanted to put up a strong front
infront of everybody.
but i ended up crying.
i thought i was strong enough,
to face this all by myself..
but i guess i was wrong.
im so sorry..
didnt expect you to get a scolding,
or rather be looked down by others.
apologies.
Sunday, April 6, 2008 10:55 AM
da lyrics:
The rain,
just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart,
can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself
won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now,
but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know,
I'd never let you go
The way,
you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can't,
believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now,
but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how
I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know, I'd never let you go
If you gave me,
one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you
and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me,
one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know, I'd never let you go
LOVE this song.
hahas.
learnt diabolo on friday.
and i get to bring a spare diabolo home.
been training.
hahas..
but still very noob la.
xDD
tired.
tried rola bola..
ohmy.
i was shivering..
hahas..
but its very challenging and fun lar..
can help overcome fear..
=))
Thursday, April 3, 2008 3:42 PM
today was quite fun.
except for science.
the whole class had to copy chap 5.
urgh.
then SFL.
discuss bout charity bazaar..
then saw me daddy.
^^
sunny they all walk past.
then he pointed to me and said
"eh, that one jeremy second stead"
wahlao.
i feel like slapping him.
and the other day,
marissa pauline they all walk pass me.
then say very loudly,
"i dun like this prefect"
wahlao. this is the 2nd time le.
i diao her on the spot.
she think i like her meh.
dun like me den go away la.
transfer school lor.
effin.
and that guy came back today.
hais...
ignored him.
jus walked straight home with kerxi.
tomor ben coming back!!
hahas..
*looking forward*
forgot the place and the time,
when you opened up my heart and walked right through.
from then onwards,
i was so in love with you.
and the fateful day came,
when i confessed to you with all my strength.
there were butterflies in my stomach
as i waited for your reply.
you kept me waiting for a minute or two,
then you rejected me right down to the hell.
you hurt me once and again,
and i told myself to forget this jerk.
but the next day,
right after i promised myself to forget you,
you sent me this message
that filled me up with hope again.
a few days later,
you told me that the message you sent me
was just to see my reaction.
how nice of you, i thought.
i decided to forget this bastard.
and move on with my life.
i wont care whatever he says anymore.
just ignore him.
even if we meet on the streets,
i'll just walk pass him and pretend im alright,
when im actually hurting inside.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 7:59 PM
have this really good poem.
its long.. but you should read it..
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry
She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said
But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill
His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim
She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of
She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul
But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim
On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick
Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy
She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too
He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care
She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew
She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife
She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see
She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same
And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:
Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss
Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin
Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me
She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door
He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame
He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show
He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door
He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair
He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored
Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive
He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.
Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.
the story so sad right..
ohmy.
hais.. forgot where i got this from.
but definitely not from ben's blog..
cos is i send to him one.
xDD
anyways. today.
hais hais hais.
started off with PE.
fun man.
xDD
perspired alot.
then after that michelle and i directly chiong up art room.
cos wanna have fun with mr soh.
hear him complain..
mdm chin scold him..
hais.
mdm chin keep scolding ppl lor.
quote: sicali she die of stroke.
hahas.. xDD not i say one arh.
then science...
when michelle and i went in the class,
the first thing we noticed was ms lin's sitting posture..
mich was like..
wah miss lin, sexy arh.
i was like, wah sexy mama.
then she paisei "whats wrong with sitting like that?!"
hahas..
then hs billy they all in the class one all laugh.
muahahas.
recess pei jiaxuando duty..
emo-ed. cried, again...
and the word is AGAIN.
kept thinking of the conversation ytd..
which really hurts me.
after that was.. all the boring lessons.
then.. after sch did the rehearsal for lit.
vichai is now jer..
cos kahwei dun dare hit me cos i gal.
i was like chasing after him keep telling him to dont treat me as a gal.
hahas.. he was so scared.
so funny.
jerrold slapped me on the face..
my face was so sweaty. so sorry...
then his punch on my shoulder hurts..
cos we keep NG at that part cos of kw larh.
keep forgetting to stop him.
then kahwei bastard..
i was standing infront of jerrold,
then kw pushed jer..
luckily i siam..
if not i kena liao..
we were standing face to face..
imagine wat wud happen?
ohmy.
i was totally embarassed...
after that went for malay.
another new teacher.
sian diao.
but nvm.. still attended the class...
break was funny..
break-ed with jam yoyo myself.
talked bout hs.
LOLS.
super funny.
yoyo keep saying she wanna give birth to identical twins.
then jam and i were like..
ask hs lor.
hahas..
then back to class i called out to hs.
say..
eh hs, yoyo wanna have twins.. you shud noe wat to do..
all the boys heard and started to tease him.
im so mean man!!
after that,
waited for jiaxuan.
then walked with her, kenneth, gret, yan zhi.
then kenneth told us bout wat happened.
== this should be my longest post.. hahas ==
and i cant take it anymore.
yes i cried.
are you happy now?
happy that you made me sad.
another girl cried for you..
another acheivement,
isnt it?
im feeling so hurt inside.
nobody knows..
im the usual me in school.
but who knows how i feel.
i promised myself to forget that bastard,
and i really hope i can do it.
im not a bitch..
so i cant be paired with a bastard like him.
ive promised myself not to cry for him for so many times already.
but why am i still crying for the same person?
IM NOTHING.
BUT A FAILURE.
