officially ten days since i last posted ..
whees.
anyways,

I LOVE BAPOK.

lols.. jus joking.
xD
yaryar.
ninjiado kick?
lols..
cute lar, kelvin sim.
hope he doesnt get canning.
=D

today is a rainy day.

reached school.
find circus ppl.
then keep deesiao-ing kenneth.
lols..
i damn bad.
use the fire staff keep poking him and making his ear.
xD

then quite emo cos very tired.
and. hongshen emo too. sick ?
then. science.
ms ng din come.
relieve tchr ms ng came.
lols.. laughed while greeting her.
then tianshen got one new piercing at the top.
WTF?
keep asking the three of us to take out his earring.
damn pain.
we tried n tried..
couldnt get it out.
finally, i took it out.
he cheated my feeling lor.
he say numb le numb le. dun care i pain or not just take out.
cos next period is lit.

lit. presentation.
quite funny..
enjoyed too =D

then eng.
as boring ever.

recess <33
washed my face with water cooler water.
lols. super shiok.

others like all boring.
then after sch went to mac...
mich keep making me laugh.
i laugh till cry lor.
den the tap like cant stop..
xD
went home.

since the only person whos reading my blog wants me to blog,
i shall fulfil her wish..
before she molests me. xD

thurs.
iloveitman!
SFL - NEWater plant.
came back.
meet mdm sab for the charity bazaar discussion.
SHEORDEREDPIZZAFORUS.omg.
like so damn good.
they said it costs like $150...
yea.
then mich and i designed flyers..
with the help of...
boss tan - hongshen.
boss tan (2) - wes
creative director - ju
so much fun we had.
pizza arrived.
okay.. smells nice.
but cant eat.
darn wes and danny..
tempt me. but im not gonna be tempted.
humph.
anyways.
later on, hong was asked to buy drinks.
canned ones.. had to use for bazaar.
he treated.
like OHMY?
he came back panting.
not even catching his breath yet.
then he came over and asked us to go get da drinks.
then we ask him to get for us.
and, he really did.
omg. lovehimman.
his like so good.
and then meeting ended bout 4.30 ?
then went around the school pasting the flyers.
lols.
like almost everywhere can see.
like whoa?
hahas.
homed at 5.30
chiong-ed D&T homework.
like siao...
end.

friday.
impulse training.
i think this is the day when most strings snapped.
lols.?
then went to farewell party.
omg so fun.
started off with amazing race which is a lil bore.
then went on to singing !!
FALL FOR YOU.
im gonna fall for all my friends, senior/junior prefects, impulse !!
whooooo.
im like currently quite high.
my fingers are high, typing.
but my body isnt. xD

anyways, my father just came back.
he first time earlier than my mum.

continue,
went to mac after that.
met anna and mich.
then they tell me they wan go home.
darn?
then emo-ed a bit by myself at mac,
as well as doing notes for science test.
after that walked home.
so fun.

today.
charity bazaar.
left home at bout 630.
walked to tmart to meet mich,
as well as buying breakfast.
yea yea.
had french toast and a cup of HOT coffee.
mich had iced mocha.
then went to school.
after performance...
went to tampines safra to bowl.
its a tradition.
ohya. before i forget,
i wore almost the same shoe as weisiang.
was like omg-ing.
cont. it was full there..
so we went to downtown.
took bus.
sit alone.
emo.?
nah.. sleep.
then we waited for like 3 hrs.
and i tell you i hate the people there.
they side people that they know.
like calling once calling twice.
then got some people will give them extra timing.
anyways.
not gonna go there anymore.
then 5.30 i have to go ler.
then before that dunno whats the problem with kailin n jeremy again..
kailin left without telling jem.
and jeremy had to play bowling...
then he asked me to go find her.. like quickly.
i call kailin.
then cos no reception.
so i run to bus stop.
when i was about to reach bus stop.
i called her again.
then she picked up.
i asked her where is she.
she tell me at ferris wheel there.
WTF ?!
im already at bus stop there.
&, for your info, the floor is wet.
i almost fell down.
then i told her that jer was finding her.
then i tell her to go back to bowling centre..
i chiong-ed back.
then when i reached the bowling centre,
i never see her there.
i got very angry and called kailin again.
WAHLAO EH MOTHAFUCKA [this is the first time im scolding so much vulgar]
i ask her where is she.
she say at ferris there.
fuck la.
i tell her to come here.
then she say she was see ferris wheel.
wahlao eh fuck.
ws was there, most of them was there.
i think they first time see me angry.
k, then i ask jeremy go find her.
then i took my bag then go le.
wahlao.
then when i going jeremy call me back.
he din even thank me.
then he say SIeWHUEY, comeback.
i tell him i need go home.
wahlao eh.
i really very pissed off today.
if i had knew i wouldnt go bowling with them ler.
ass.

hellowies michelle.
this blog is like only FOR YOU.
ala, whatever..

anyways.
cried like thrice today.
first time was becos of vinsim kena caning during mdm sugu period.
second time was becos kerxi actually sided to jamina.
she dint even ask what happened and she blamed me,
saying "aiya the incident so long alrd, forget it la"
i say her back los
"you also dunno what happened then you blame me."
well.. maybe shes angry?
i dunno..
i just walked away.
went to buy a bottle of cold green tea to cool myself down.
and then went to a quiet corner to emo.
cried, obviously.
after like 15 mins.
finished my tea, went to the outside canteen there..
then mich they all came, together with anna.
anna came to me..
she like talk to me.. forgot what she say.
then i said dun talk to me..
worst thing is she shake my body.
wahlao eh.
i hot liao. shout at her dun talk to me la.
then teary teary eyes..
then i walk away.
kinda blamed myself after that for shouting at her.
yeah.. even mich didnt dare to talk to me lorh.

then emo-ed awhile back in class.
told ju not to disturb me..
dun wanna shout at my cute innocent partner <33

oohyahs..
history.
was like super funny.
keep playing with hongshen and billy's ear.
HONGSHEN'S FACE IS LIKE SUPER TENDER.
then billy keep teasing me lor.
say i like hongshen blahs.
i dont okays.

after school went mac slack..
then saw kristin there..
lols.. then saw the way she played psp.
super funny.

gtg.. bbs.

this will be my 100th post..
only for SPECIAL people.
xDD

anyways.
today's training ended like quite late.
like around 6 plus.
reach home, bath, 7.
haiyoyos.
and. this saturday..
is the day.
hahas.

there will be a maths test tomoro.
sure to flunk. x.X
forgot to bring my book home.
so i cant study.
T.T
hais..

also,
people who know my NEW blog url,
please dont tell others.
this is only allowed to some people.
yeah.

99th post yoh.

whatever.
recently my sony ericsson earphone spoiled.
hais..
my days without music is equivalent to hell.

but anyways.
tomoro got circus training.
like YIPEE.
lols..
then before that have to video the stupid meaningless MT proj thingy.
lunch?
hahas...
i got delivery man.
xD
ask my kor kenneth buy for me.
hahas..
xD
i happened to be so lucky that..
almost ALL of my kors so good to me..
hahas..

today is a..
BORING + HOMEWORK day.

lalala.
friday.
5pm.
michelle ask me go tmart mac find her.
like WTF.
i still went.
eat. slack. gossip.
after that.
went to CUT HAIR with her lo.
go until pasir ris there.
but nvm. had fun mah..
after that walk to whitesands there.
play the swing there.
then slack there.
inside whitesands the.. sofa there near the lift one.
slack slack talk talk gossip gossip.
then go 201 there...
sit sit.
then later on she go home.
i walk home.
first time walk alone at night time.
reach home like 11.30 liao.
but so fun. ( and tired)

yesterday.
at home.
slacked.
TV-ed.
boring lar.
then homework a BIT.
then go for religious class.
=)

today.
still so boring.
hais.
homework.
then later.
stay at home.
ROTTING.
hais. boring life. xD

97th post.
huhu.

im like bored now.
later going religious class.
now like rotting.
at home...

tomoro oso dunno go where
sians.
later NBC de results coming out.
hope they get GOOD results.
=D

hey.
im sorry guys.
im not too sure if im just too stressed up or what.
strongly apologising for being like NOT emo.
hahas. xD
chose this blogskin cause i think is nice la.
the song oso i like mah.
haiyos.
think until SOSOSO far.
hahas..
but nevermind.
gonna change blogskin ler.
=DD

Zoan. sorry for being so emo. but i will be trying to change until crazy =D
waiting for IMH ppl come fetch me home. xDD
Ken. asking me to change blogskin rite? i will fulfil ur wish xD
Andy. OUCH! slap me damn pain leh.
Chelle. uh whatever i dun care. sue me for all i care xD
piggy. not ur fault lar.. hahas.
jam. dun say that la. maybe its really becos of me?

this is my 94th post.
so the 100th is coming.

in the morning.
when i switched on my phone,
i recieved an sms from mich.
she says that shes got some news about ________.
i was happy.
some news, finally.
when i went to school,
she told me the news.
it was a really BAD one.
so does this means [no news is good news]?
emo-ed for almost the whole day.

music.
played that song with umaimah.
romantic. <3
PE. raining.
didnt have to run 2.4
no mood either.
played captains ball instead.
so 2e1 cheered for 2e1.
the spirit was.. WOW!
pretended to be cheering.
but was actually letting of steam...
hist. lab.
boring.
recess.
el. miss fardyana din come.
miss lim instead.
so.. boring to.
SFL.
boring-est of all.

after school..
went to lab4.
wait for mdmtey.
DIDNT TURN UP!!
aeroplane us..
win liao lor.


heart infection...
seems serious.
been asking around for the day.
no one seems to know.
matt has a virus infection on the face.
but he's is in the heart.
ohmymama.
really hope he'll be fine.


off to find more about heart infection.

dun really know why.
i feel extremely much today.

well. this morning had to wake up at 7.
for my religious class.

funny.
today's topics are all about friendship.
does God really knows whats happening to me?
then can He tell me what to do?

realise smth.
RELATIONSHIPs does hurt me.
BUT.
kinship and friendship hurts me MORE.
i'll emphasise on more.

today's reli class ended at 2.
so...
yea, took transport with my fren.
shes emoing too.
cos of smth.
then i didnt talk much too.
stupid earphone have to breakdown at that time.
so.. just fake fake listening to music.

thought about alot of things.
and yea... held back my tears.
only cried a lil when was walking back home.

received an sms from Mrs Low.
miss her so much.
start to chat with her with sms-ing.

then later on,
kenneth's message.
iloveyoula.
" THATS WHAT KORS ARE FOR ... "
really a BIG THANK YOU for all the support you gave me.
<333



had actually wanted to talk to you that morning.
but later on,
didnt have the courage to start with that topic.
im so sorry.
whatever i say now may be too late.
apologising may not help..
but i still have to say,
im sorry.

well, maybe im just not good enough.
cant be a good friend,
cant perform well.
this few days have been thinking alot.
on what i can do,
and what i cant do.

maybe its becos i suddenly appeared.
in circus, and in friendship.

im causing too much nuisance.
routines had to change because of my appearance,
some friends have to back out just becos of me.

different people may be viewing on things with different perspective.
if i were in her shoes,
will i be doing the same?
furthermore, we are not condemning her totally.
i still talk to her.

but coming to think of it,
am i really that bad?
as in...
did i really make her feel left out?

why must things turn out this way?

i would really like to hear what she has to say.
i would like to let her know what i feel to..
but im afraid that she may think im blaming her.

was it because im not suitable to be a friend,
or was it because shes too sensitive?

i would like to iron things out.
but things didnt seem to work this way.

i dont feel right talking to her.
as in...
not like before.
i also dunno why...

hais.
if im the cause that she cuts,
im gonna be guilty.

i would want this friend back.
im sorry.

today..
health screening.
was ohmygod-ing.
cos they said have to strip everything from upper body.
then the nurse ask you turn around.
like super sick cans.
one side strip one side never.
where got like this one lor.
then jiamin, estelle and i were the last three.
like super pai sei.
cos all the boys come in ler.
then hong shen, xavier and jerrold queue at my side..
cos the other side full ler.
then hongshen ask me why you all zhabor all here.
i told him cos we dun wan there.
cos need 'tuo dao wan' [take out all].
damn pai sei.
then after recess was english.
ms fardyana bought us OREO.
wah.. like shiok.
hahas.

im like gonna peform solo and group routine.
and im like gonna be so cocked up.
hahas.
but im gonna like do my best.
=D

got training tomoro.
looking forward.

this few days didnt blog.
cos got like.. circus and homework.
new leader of circus - kenneth
diabolo section ldr - kenneth
asst leader - andy.
=D
no gals.
hahas.. but nvm.
anyways.
jem asking me to join in the peformance.
for charity bazaar.
i scared i cock up.
dunno leh.
the performance is like less than 20days away.
so scary cans.
see how first lor.

=DD

I'm an ordinary 15 year old girl.
My name is Siew Huey.
Studies in East Spring.
My birthday is on 15 Nov 1994.
Lastly, hope you enjoy my blog,
And tag before you leave, thanks :D

Hoping for ...
. Good grades
. Stay happy
. Be stronger
. Appreciation Dinner!
. STOP self-praising
. More outings :D





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