YTD.
emo-ed for the whole day.
seems like nothing can cheer me up.
went to kerxi hse then go ethan house with her.
memories came flooding back on my way home.
remembered what happened during chinese new year.
tears fell, eventually.
i didnt want myself to seem so weak.
but then i cant hold my tears back anymore.
remembered how cheerful i used to be in the past.
but now?
im a lump of shit.
jus hope that,
i can stop crying over the same person over and over again;
i can be stronger.
and now, he talks to anybody, except me.i think i should just give up.
