good self VS. bad self
today, is a fairly well day.
but still,
it is spoilt at the end of the day.
hais..
got a feeling that sec 1 life coming back.
parents quarrel, school work stress, relative-given stress, etc ..
i keep telling myself, hey dont cry anymore, appreciation this friday, something to be happy about, dun cry ler.
but the more i say, the more i cry..
cant seem to stop the tears.
WHATEVERS.
i need to be stronger.
. DO NOT cry at the slightest things
good self vs bad self.
today is about my dad. ugh.
its always him.
well, he came home late.
usually he reaches home at about 5 plus to 6.
never later than 7.
so i sms him at 7, asking him if he's coming back.
apparently, he
THINKS that smsing him means rushing him to come back.
like come on man, i never ask you later you say i never ask you.
now i ask you say i in the wrong.
what the hell you want me to do.
continuing my story,
the moment my dad reach home,
i tio kan by him lo.
as usual one lah ..
everytime he bad mood scold me one.
but still, i cry everytime.
( i'm having a very bad headche now )then he keep on scolding lor ..
i diam diam let him scold. nvm .
regarding good self vs bad self,
good self says:
- aiya forget it la. he work so long already.
bad self says:
- wahlao he work stress you study not stress meh?
- he bad mood always take you and scold, stand up for yourself la.
- you are NOT in the wrong, period.
i really going very very stress.
headache lah.
super tired too.
sec 3 teachers give homework like free one,
give so much.
they think among our sec 3 only got their subject meh.
wth.
crying while signing off ..
