im missing you..
we both have changed,
i dont know why i have nothing to say to you now.
no common topic?
i think thats an excuse.
am i the one to be blamed?
because im too busy?
i dont know.
i dont wanna lose you, my friend.
you have endless friends surrounding you,
can i be one of them?
i dont know what to say to you now.
because im having duty for two weeks,
so we both have seperated?
is that the real reason?
i dont know what to do..
tell me what can i do.
i dont really want you to read this,
and i know you wont.
4 years of friendship,
never forgotten.
i miss you.
i miss the times we shared,
hanging out at your house,
hanging out at the playgrounds late at night,
staring into the sky looking for stars,
counting stars together,
i really miss you,
im sorry that i neglected you.
tell me what i can do,
so that things will go back to the past.
or, you dont want me as a friend?
i dont know.i dont know anymore,
im serious yeah.
ugh, im so confused.
something embarassing happened in school,
TO ME today.
i dont know what to do.
someone teach me?
different things coming at the wrong time.
examinations, crushes, friendships, family etc.
im afraid i would collapse,
im afraid i cant stay strong anymore.
i need to be stronger than this.
i must believe that i can make it,
i must believe that we can pull through this.
but what am i doing to help?
im having duty (an excuse),
i do not have time to talk to you,
or rather we dont meet up as much.
whatevers,
i must survive this, and never give up.
