second post of the day.
im feeling really confused.okay, what i think is, she has changed.but have i thought about what has happened to me ?she always seem so strong,and she claims that she IS strong.is she really strong inside ?i dont know anymore.everything i thought doesnt seem real now.i feel guilty.what am i supposed to do ?am i supposed to change? or just stay as who i am now?i really feel that we are drifting apart.and i really think that you are my best friend,offering help in time and everything...advices, blah .but now, we both changed,so are we gonna just let 4 years of friendship go down to drain?to be frank, i dont want to.but i just dont know how to talk to you anymore.different friends, different CCA, different interest..what am i supposed to do?i dont know yaw.
whatevers, i must stop emo-ing.
i just thought about another thing that happened today.
i joined michelle yuyu jamina diyana and siewhwee in kickboxing today :D
it was super fun, and we were super high.
i was perspiring like mad.
it felt good and nice .
i may wanna join other sessions as well :D
didnt bring PE attire today..
so there were some actions couldnt do with them D:
i have lost motivation in everything ...
someone help me please.and sometimes i think being alone is easeir because we dont need to be pretending .
